Commitment

Sexual commitment is unnatural. My own experiences and feelings tell me that. Having been in a committed long-term relationship I felt so oppressed, trapped, fake and used towards the end. I want to be free, to travel, to adventure. I acknowledge, accept and understand the natural side of me.

Human beings are tribal by nature. We can commit to a tribe or idea but we can't commit to a single person. Our very nature by evolution doesn't allow it. It's a bad idea and leads to extinction.

When it comes to committment, a religious man has that. A religious man is committed to his tribe. He oppresses his and her sexual nature and feelings for the sake of his tribe, family and children. As a scientist who seeks the deepest truths of our nature, universe and myself I accept and acknowledge the benefits of religion. A tribe that is irrational, illogical, but unconditional in its love is what it takes to breed life into this universe. For the sake of children, we must sacrifice our freedom, our health, ourselves and our feelings to bring and raise new life.

I seek truth, adventure, freedom, joy and experience first and foremost. Children is very far down in my priorities.

I don't want someone oppressing me, making me feel trapped and fake as my eternal long life partner. That feels like a lifelong prison, slavery, trap and loneliness while still being supposedly with your most loved one.

I believe I can find many who support me to accept, forgive and love our nature. And almost everyone alive will find this topic interesting in their journey.

My love for this world, for this life and for myself will stay strong as long as I stay true to myself.